Tuesday, July 7, 2009

#117 "I Hate You!"

What is the worst thing that I can think?
What is the worst thing that I can feel?
What is the very worst thing that I can say?

"I Hate You! I Hate You! I Hate You!"

It feels powerful!

She thinks she has all the power.
She has the power to humiliate, to thrash, to reject, to leave me.

But here are words that take some of that power.
Scary words. Hurtful words. Powerful words.

"I Hate You! I Hate You! I Hate You!"
I feel a little stronger.
I can endure another day.
I will survive!