Tuesday, November 11, 2008

#79 Lack of Ownership

Is this what gets me into trouble, over and over again?

Being disconnected from my body?
Not caring what happens to it?
Learning to manage the pain by not being there?
Wanting to just live in my head?

All of these and more besides, have brought me to a place of not owning my own body.

I think it is the source problem that has brought me to catastrophe many times in my life.

This time, I clearly remember the voice in my head:
"what is happening to my body is not OK; a normal person would get this stopped!"
instead of:
"I don't like what is happening to my body; I will put a stop to it!"

Sold! Title Transferred a Long Time Ago! No Longer Owned by Resident!

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