Thursday, September 18, 2008

#64 What Do They Do With Snitches?


I have used up all my energy, fighting this decades-long battle between she who remembers and she who refuses to remember.
Now that I have declared a truce, what happens now?

I have seen what she has written, many, many times, over the years. In the light of day, I tore it up, or put it away, and I forgot it.
Over and over again, I forgot it!

Today, I am keeping a piece of her writing on my desk, so that I know she is real. She is not a figment of my imagination!

But I am very, very scared? The tape-recorded message, "don't think about it, don't feel anything about it, don't tell anyone about it" has finally been erased. And I am scared.

What do they do with snitches???


No comments: