Sunday, June 29, 2008

#20 Circular Thinking

Jane is rejecting me
I avoid Jane
Jane doesn’t see me
I don’t look at Jane
Jane won’t make an effort to know me
I’m not good enough to be Jane’s friend
I avoid Jane
It feels like Jane is rejecting me
I never make eye contact with Jane
Jane looks right past me
I obviously don’t belong here
Jane refuses to connect with me
I avoid Jane…


Today I realize that this kind of circular thinking
is typical of Borderline Personality Disorder.
Unfortunately, tomorrow I won’t see that
and it will just be the pain of rejection that I feel.

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